March 2012
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February 2012
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Today I was just fine
I exercised, I took a good shower and I even thought about cutting, but then I said “no, I’m not gonna do that. I don’t need that”, so I didn’t do it.
I left the shower and then I climbed on my bathroom scale, thinking I had lost some weight. I didn’t. I actually gained some.
Then, I broke down.
So I cut. I don’t know if I ever told you guys this, but...
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I just wanna love someone
It could be a guy or a girl, I don’t really care about the gender. I wanna love someone with all my heart. Why can’t I do that? It was supposed to be easy.
My heart is a stone and it’s all my fault.
"Why do you cut yourself?"..
ssuicidalthoughtss:
-‘Think of yourself trapped inside a room with the person you hate the most. They start insulting you and being agressive. What would you do? Punch them in the face? Try to hurt them?’
-‘Yes.’
-‘I’m just the same. I can’t stand being with me, so I hurt myself.’
Anonymous asked: Hang in there try 2 take the energy u spend berating yourself and turn it into positive feelings that'll help u b more who u want 2 be rather than who u convinced yourself u r. U can do it
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I've been feeling like shit
I was out of town. I was partying, but still I couldn’t stop thinking about how fat I was. And I drank to forget about it, but those thoughts kept haunting me. And I wanted to cut everyday when I was gone. I even took my blade with me, but I didn’t do anything. I just felt like shit. I felt like a fat piece of useless trash. And I keep on feeling like that. It seems like I’m...
my mind: you're so fucking fat fat fat fat fuck you shouldn't be eating calories this calories that you need to exercise omg purge you fat piece of shit why did you eat that? look at your stomach it's so fucking fat all of you is fat you're so ugly
other people's minds: hey the weather is nice today. i wonder who in this class is a virgin? damn that new kid is hot. i want nutella for lunch. i think i should get my hair cut this weekend
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I did it again
I worked out today, I did a lot of great stuff that would have made myself happy, but I wasn’t happy. So I cut. Again. I was clean for 4 days and now I’m back on zero.
I got a little dizzy at first, but didn’t stop doing it. But, still, I’m doing just little cuts. Today I cut again in the same place I did before, in one of my legs. So I guess people won’t see if I...
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I've got some bad news
Remember that I said I was going to hang out with some friends last night? Well, I did. It was a party in one of my friend’s house. I thought I’d be ok for the whole day but I wasn’t ok. I was a mess.
I cut on the shower before I go to the party. Then when I got there, so many things happened and I got so confused. First, I saw how much me and my friends don’t fit in....
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coverupthewoundsthaticanthide replied to your post: I’m 3 days clean so far
Just keep it up hun :))
thank you baby :)) we’ll both keep it up ;)
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I'm 3 days clean so far
And it’s great :) I mean, I’ve been exercising so that has helped a lot (cause I feel better when I exercise, like happier) but anyway, I guess I can do it. I can pull this off. I mean, tomorrow night I’mma be hanging out with some friends so I won’t think about it AT ALL! And that’s just so good. I’m gonna dance, laugh and relax.
Plus, I have like this huge...
“I envy you. Every moment. You can leave me. I cannot leave myself.”
– Anna Świrszczyńska (via thanksbutno)
Anonymous asked: You are an amazing amazing amazing person. I don't even know you but i love you! Thank you! <3
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To the anon below
I know what it’s like to feel numb. I really do know. I’ve been feeling like that ever since my grandma got sick. She has alzheimer and she lives with me and my mom, so we receive all the impact of her disease. And sometimes it feels overwhelming.
I know this has NOTHING to compare to the loss of your mother, but I just want you to stay strong cause I know you can do it. Ok? And you...
Anonymous asked: You got my message. A little late, but it's okay, you can still do it. My mum died two days ago. I feel so numb. So please, do this for me, an anonymous girl. Don't cut, life is too precious to harm yourself <3
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coverupthewoundsthaticanthide replied to your post: coverupthewoundsthaticanthide replied to…
okay long as you try, just do it for me thats all i’m asking, an i will be the butterfly :) stay strong sweetie ♥
I’ll try my best. Thank you so much for caring, baby. Stay strong <3
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coverupthewoundsthaticanthide replied to your post: So, I’ve cut myself. Again.
i want you to put a butterfly in the place you want to cut..that butterfly is me, an if you cut anywhere or any at all…it will die, it called the butterfly project, an i really want you to do this.. please?
oh baby, I’ll try to do that )): I really will. I heard about this butterfly project today, so...
