I’ve been feeling like shit

I was out of town. I was partying, but still I couldn’t stop thinking about how fat I was. And I drank to forget about it, but those thoughts kept haunting me. And I wanted to cut everyday when I was gone. I even took my blade with me, but I didn’t do anything. I just felt like shit. I felt like a fat piece of useless trash. And I keep on feeling like that. It seems like I’m going to feel like that forever. And I hate it.

tags   depression    cutting    ugly    fat    useless    trash  
3 months ago on 22 February 2012 at 1:54pm 3 notes
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Broken Dreams, Broken Heart

I guess I'm just looking for salvation. Or maybe I'm looking for something to save or someone to blame. My life's a mess, just like the way I'm a mess. I'm complicated and full of flaws. I'm sure you don't want me by your side. But here I am, I'm living to provoke the world. Sometimes I wish I was dead, but don't we all? Life's better if we're not living. It looks better, it tastes better. But I made a promise to myself. And I'm not letting go. I'm not leaving.